I’m a bloody big mess inside

I’ve been lost,
I've been out,
I’ve been losing
I’ve been tired,
I’m all hurt and confusion
I’ve been mad,
I’m the kind of man that I’m not
I’m going down,
I’ll be coming back fighting
I may be scared and a little bit frightened
But I’ll be back,
I’ll be coming back to life
I’ll be coming back to life